Gradually malai naramro thoughts aauney, hoss Nai haraune huna thalo. Baato ma hidirako malai gaadi le aayera handincha aba, malai handidako jasto feel huncha. Ghar ma huda, ma ettekai tolayera baschu ani feri naramro thoughts aauna thalcha, ma freez hunchu, kasailey call Garo bhane Tyo uthauna ni sakdaina. I try Tara mero haat Nai baddaina tya samma. Ekdamai Nai eklo feel garchu ma. Malai samjauch arule, tetibela samma ho jasto lagcha yesto garnu hudaina jasto lagcha Tara Jaba uhh hudaina malai feri testai huncha. In fact ma Jaba eklai hunchau malai yesto huncha. Ma baira huda, kaam ma huda malai kei hudaina. Malai ni tha haubcha mailey yesto garna hudaina, I have to take care of myself jasto lagcha Tara when I’m inside my room, malai suffocation feel huncha pasina aaucha ani Dar matrai lagcha, I don’t know k ko Dar ho, Tara Ekdamai Dar lagcha.